a fading peacock...

my india mehndi is fading...

but the memories are still so vibrant in my heart...

i know that i am not supposed to grasp,

to keep them alive forever...

need to let them go, make room for more moments

to make room for being more in the present...

i have something while i am in india,

that i am not sure if i have at home...

not sure what it is, or if it has words to describe it,

but i know when it is not here anymore.

i am happy... and inspired... and safe... and fed...

and loved... and for all of that,

i am grateful...

namaste,

j