worn

another illustration friday prompt got me going...
i read something interesting on the train to nyc yesterday,
a quote by lama surya das;
"Resistance is another form of clinging"
i really do want to release and let go,
but am feeling "worn" and not ready to trust
that the universe will take me on the right path.
where did we learn to be such controlling human beings???
as my friend marie said recently, "ask for the strength
or readiness to be open to the act of letting go"
and it will come...
thank you marie...
namaste,
j